So I found this great website [link] where you can mingle with other Christians, watch music videos of Christian artists and even write out prayer requests! I've met a couple of kids my age there so it's really great!

I am happy again : )

I don't really have a best friend. I mean, I have five; each for a different fragment of my personality, but not an ultimate friend who really understands me. Someone I can talk to about anything, not just one category, and they wouldn't laugh at me or call me strange. Someone that has time for me, loves just hanging out with me and needs me as much as I need them.

A real kindred spirit I suppose.

I think I should talk to Jesus because I'm a bit too old for imaginary friends.

I think my photography might be better than my art. Which is funny because I have all the art supplies I need but nothing but a silly little camera phone.

Very silly.

My iPhone was stolen by a boy named Jesus (HAY-SooS). This is why I think you shouldn't name your children stuff like that. Angel, Jesus, Mary... You're simply setting them up for failure.
Now if you name them something like Lucifer or Cane there's no way they could be as evil as that so I see no problem with it.

Please my friends, tell me what you do when you're sad. I fear I might not make it through this dramatic downward slope in my happiness...

Boy, I have been having the strangest of dreams lately. And When I'm awake it' like I'm in a dream.

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

-Edgar Allan Poe

Idk, Poetic interlude..

But yeah. I've been dreaming about horror Movies and Magical happenings and thinking about Angels and Heaven and all things of splendor.

"Oh Day and Night, but this is wondrous strange."